Every girl needs her best girl

I thought you are only one click away, but you are not.
I was so lost these days don't know how I feel inside. I can't describe why I feel the way I feel. I remember I used to pick up my phone and dial your number. But now..it's impossible.

When she left the country I didn't even want to think about it. I told myself that she just went to another city. I was in denial! She left for good, don't know when we'll meet again.

Ever since she left I didn't really have anyone to talk to...well not that I can't talk to anyone but talking to your girl about something simple or just a call to say where are you? have you eaten? or to be able to talk about anything without me being judged is different...

...and now I realized I am alone...but I know we are together in our loneliness.

7/10/10
Kelapa Gading